Heal Thyself

Heal Thyself

My wounds bleed as my memory unwinds.

I created these injuries and earned my scars.

I can never forget what I have done to myself.

Forgiveness is all I can offer as a salve.

This is my path to self-forgiveness and healing.

Walk in my words if you need make this journey too.

To my inner self I send these words of apology:

I am sorry for the scars you carry from my words and actions.

My misdirected pain and anger lashed you every time.

I am sorry I never listened to the kind words you spoke.

I reveled in my agony and inflicted it on you.

I am sorry I called you hateful names and blamed life on you.

My frustration and ignorance guided me through those days.

I am sorry I stole your hopes and silenced your dreams.

Only now do I realize you were guiding me to happiness.

I am sorry I shattered your faith and separated you from those you loved.

Solitude stood in the doorway of my house with my invitation.

I am sorry I left you to fight demons when you needed my strength.

I chose the Road of Defeat and made my residence there.

I am sorry I tried to kill you a thousand times, a thousand ways.

I needed you but put on the world's form instead.

I am sorry I took your lyrics and twisted them into ugly screams.

I listen now and use your words as inspiration and courage.

Forgive me as many times in as many days as you need.

I am able to forgive myself the errors I have made.

My wounds close as my healing begins.

I recognize my mistakes and earn my forgiveness.

I can learn from the things I have done to myself.

Knowledge from my mistakes is what I now offer.

I tread this path of self-forgiveness and healing daily.

Forgive yourself of your errors and take your healing journey.